Thursday, December 15, 2022

A Memorable Loss!

 


A Memorable Loss…

My dear fellow passengers of life,

How do you cope with grief and loss?

Of people & pets that you have lost to time.

Moments of joy and innocent contentment,

Emotions aplenty, both expressed and repressed,

That presently threaten to never again return.

The warmth and coziness of love and kindness;

The kiss of care and the cuddle of concern;

The smile of assurance and the tears of compassion;

Things that were once so readily available,

Those that we consumed, taking them all for granted,

With not a thought nor concern for their rarity;

Now a mere wisp of memory from a very distant past.

A dissipating wave in the puddle of the mind!

Often making us doubt, if at all they had been real;

Or just a figment of our ever-faltering imagination.

-          By Sri Vishnudaasan


NNote: Written on 1.12.2022

Alone on a Yule Night!

 


Alone on a Yule night!

The shops have shut, and the workplaces have closed,

All the folks have left to exotic places totally undisclosed.

The weather turns cold, and the nights turn long,

As the holidays unfold, my loneliness grows strong…

 

Even the falling white snow, drifts in the company of many;

Here I am, a pauper, with regards to both company and money.

So, I chose to light a long candle stick, on a quaint little window sill,

Close my eyes and journey through magical lands, all while sitting still.

 

Scenes and sounds from old Christmas toons, now my only escape;

Forming a village in the north pole in my mind’s rich landscape.

Warm and cozy cottages in the midst of snow-covered hillock,

Being haunted by Noel villains, synonymous with my ill luck?

 

A magnificent Christmas tree was being frozen over by Jack Frost;

While a pile of gifts was being nabbed by Mr. Grinch, at no real cost!

Colorful lights were being ripped apart by a deranged Oogie Boogie;

Hearths too drenched, turning all Christmas feasts, very wet and soggy…

 

Startled by the nightmares, I opened by eyes, leaping back to my reality.

All this is my doing, my room, my mind and my heart with their dull tonality!

I’m no Krampus, Christmas doesn’t have to be so lonesome and sad;

I can be Mr. Scrooge, who can turn my life around to good from bad.

 

So, I put on my winter coat, and ran with urgency out on to the street;

Took a long, deep breath and screamed high like a cat in heat!

“Merry Christmas to those who are by yourselves! You are not alone!”

“Let us be a family, united by the prangs of sadness and forlorn!”

 

Tired and tear-filled eyes appeared almost on every third window…

Lights turned on, and doors opened on houses, high and low!

A billion carols, as sung by angels, blared in my mind’s ears!

The music and beats, the likes of which I’ve not heard in years!

 

Then a lone object hit me straight in my head, making me doozy!

I picked it up to find it an old shoe with disgusting filth, all oozy!

An angry cry soon followed, “What do you think, you’re doing, you bell ender!”

“It’s the freaking middle of the night! Forget Christmas! We’re just in November!”

 

-SriVishnudaasan

Wednesday, December 14, 2022

Timeless Bond in a Boundless Time!



Timeless bond in a boundless Time!

So near you had been, yet so far you had appeared.

So far we’ve come, yet not enough time we’ve had together.

So late in my life, you have pranced your way in.

So little a time, I have left to jive away with you.

With each passing day we change into a different person,

Learning and changing a little with every single experience.

Yesterday’s you wouldn’t have fancied the day before me;

And the day before you wouldn’t have caught my then person’s eyes.

Hadn’t we changed to the person who we were on that special day,

Maybe we would have slipped as an extra in each other’s view of the worldly play.

Why did it take so many days for us to change into the kind of people,

Who would fancy each other in this strange and inexplicable way?

What experiences did we miss, by not finding each other sooner?

What more could we have had, had we found each other earlier?

So many “what-ifs” and “why-nots” ruin our present together!

What if we just cherish, what little time we have with each other.

And why not make it the only time we don’t miss one another…

-SriVishnudaasan